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yes dreams again [Apr. 14th, 2006|11:19 pm]
[Current Location |my place]
[mood |goodgood]
[music |Naruto]

well I have been having great dreams I remebered one from last night abpout waterfalls so I looked it up


To see a waterfall in your dream, is symbolic of letting go. You are releasing all those pent up emotions and negative feelings. The dream may also represent your goals and desires. In particular, if the waterfall is clear, then it represents revitalization and renewal.

yes that is how I have been feeling of late and it feels good
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Pain [Mar. 26th, 2006|06:59 pm]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |Johnny Cash "Hurt"]

I don't know what is going on but of late all I feel is empty ,in my heart and soul . like any thing I do matters to any body or even my self . I feel like a empty shell of the man I used to be . All of my "friends" even the ones I thought where close seem to be ingoring me for what reason I don't know . when I am around them I feel more lonely then I ever have in my life . everything I once loved in my life seems to be bleak to me now video games,books,music,card games everything has lost it's meaning for me even my life seems to be worthless but to my family it is not and maybe someone out the my life means the world to them . I wonder if I have meet her or not ? oh well . I don't know if I am going to go to otakon this year or not it really doesn't seem like it now but who knows I may change by then but very doubtfull. All I am going to do is focus on moving out on my own get a nice little apartment for my self where i can be alone from the crule world and all the fake people in this world

"Have you seen my will to live, I have seem to miss placed it"
Blood Hound Gang

"Beware the seeds you sow and the corps you reap . Do not curse God for the punishment you inflict upon your self."
Dune: House Harkonnen
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Back in Black [Feb. 17th, 2006|02:17 am]
Well we finally have to interweb at the house , woot now here is what is gong on
wreck my truck saturday next day I here that tom sr passed away , I am still sad about that.
looking for a new job starting monday . I have a folder with a bunch of jobs in them . forgot to add I have be sick all this week jusr coughing and sneezing

goign to columbus tomorrow for a bike show I am going wiht my parents my sister, leo and his familt won't get back till sunday so that is cool

other then that just seeing some old friends trying to get a girlfriend . I amactuly moving in the right direction this time have 2 possibles so farwe will see very soon

well I got nothing
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moving [Nov. 25th, 2005|02:11 am]
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |Semi Sonic "Closing Time"]

well I have everything packed and ready to go . I will be moving in well....err later today . So tonight is my last night here in Bellville . I will admit that right now I am nervous ,afraid, scarred, timid,and uncertain but I have been waiting for this day for awhile now and I am most relieved and happy that is is finally here . dam I need a smoke right now or a hard drink and both just happen to be at my place right now about 30 minutes away , go figure .

So this is my last update till I get my own computer or when Ben moves in .

well I honestly have nothing right now so...
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gireragir [Nov. 20th, 2005|02:31 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Zone of the Enders "Kiss me Sunlight"]

all right well I just finished painting my room so now I can offically move in and start living there . yeah I know I have been lazy about getting stuff done to move out but I really want to move out before the holidays so problly monday I will be moving my furniture thier ,I will be my closet soon .

ok mow the more pressiong mattters our place doesn't have ant shower curtions witch is a problem so I have taken it apoun my self to find some shower curtions . I would like to get straw berry short cake or any superheros or anime or video game shower curtions but I have no idea where I can find any so if any body knows where I can get some get a hold of me soon.

also when every body is moved in we will be throwing a house warming party and of course if you are reading this you are invited .the party won't be till december/new years . me and shug thought it would be cool to have a stripper pole for the party so I will make one at work all I need to do is find a pole with out rust on it . if I can't well I will just use the one in the back yard don't worry I will get rid of all the rust and paint it .

if you have any questions just call my here is my number if any one doens't have it 419 571 0433 call any time day/night

well I got nothing
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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2005|01:41 pm]
[mood |busybusy]
[music |Queen "We Will Rock You"]

well this is my last update for a while I am moving out won't have inter net for a will till me and shug get moved in and set some thing up .

for the last 2 weeks I whent to 2 different parties first was anuj's witch kicked ass and then I whent to a halloween party witch was equally kick ass all I can say is that at both partys I had a female with me at one parties she took care of me and at the other one we made out . both are cool

workis going ok now that I am not sick anymore . rocky taught me how to use the plasma tourch last night so that was what i was doing . now I know how to do everthing in the shop witch is good .

think that is it for now
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work [Oct. 2nd, 2005|06:54 pm]
[mood |geekygeeky]
[music |Kikaru Utada "Simple and Clean"]

If I haven't told you yet,well I am moving to second shift starting tomorrow their is a opening for a welder and I am going to take it I will be working 4 - midnight. I also will be getting a raise , rock.

Got Gundam SeeD Never Ending tomorrow for the ps2 it is a vast improvement over all of the gundam games . the only complaints I have is the camera and how cheap some of the mobile suits can be

Pick up samurai 7 also really good story (so far only seen the first 4 episodes) and the action is really good the charters are diversed some of them are funny, some serious ,some just their to kick ass . will pick up the rest of the series as it comes out.

I got nothing
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2005|05:48 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |G Gundam "I'll Trust You Forever']

well it has been a while . so here it goes
- monday will start to learn how to weild after work with josh (our foreman0 and adam ( he will be learning with me)
- watched schiff's Naruto DVD I am in love with the show it is nothing like DBZ ,witch I also like , Naruto is only the second anime that I have cried while watching the other is Full Metal Alchemist.
- whent to my sister's and leo's place last night started out good but then leo's got a call that his unit got actived . he is beening sent to Texas or New Oreleans for about 2 weeks or 45 days. witch sucks because wewhere going to go to a pig roast witch had 2 kegsthat they had to gett rid of and we where going to bring a bottle of pariot bay . this time me and leo where going to get drunk and have my sister drives us back home
- uhh that's about it

well I got nothing
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al last [Sep. 6th, 2005|04:59 pm]
[mood |rejuvenatedrejuvenated]

This wekk end has been the best wekk end I have had in a while . I haven't had to do anything but relaxe I feel so good right now and rested it i s a nice change of pace of ounce but tomorrow I will go back to work 100% rested and ready to kick some ass .... lets see what else well nothing new is going on right now .

I got nothing
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(no subject) [Aug. 28th, 2005|01:56 pm]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |The Doors "Riders on the Strom"]

well it has been a while so here it goes

otakon was a blast this year didn't buy much stuff because of my wild trip to winscor canada pick up
Full Metal Alchemist tin and vol 2
tenjho tengo box set

pick up volume two for tenjho tengo and vol 3 of full metal alchemist getting vol 4 this friday also picked up ninja scroll box set after i goit back for the con

yesterday was adams wedding yes I will admitt it that i cried when they where prounced husband and wife . other then that I have fun at the reception but felt like a strange because I know about 5 people out of like 75 peeps who where thier but it was cool

now I have to do all this stuff over again next year at my sisters wedding

can't wait till next years otakon

well I got nothing
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